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jellybeans95
Location: Middletown, OH Gender: Female Total Likes: 77 likes
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| | | | | Need some advice < on 10/13/2013 2:08 PM > | Reply with Quote
| | | This thread has kinda been a long time coming, but I'm left stunned and clueless. My boyfriend of 5 years recently lost his dad to cancer. About a year ago during a routine surgery, they found cancer in his blood, and due to previous chemo treatments, his heart was too weak for a marrow transplant. However, most of this news only trickled in... for the longest time, his mom and sister were telling him that these frontier treatments were working, and indeed, it seemed like it. What info my bf got, I got even less of. I did what I could to be supportive, but I often was left under the impression his dad was just fine and his hospital stints were for things like passing out after they drew a ton of blood or check-ups. I had always up til then been treated like part of the family, but suddenly he was shutting me out. Soon after, I started feeling a sort of cold shoulder from his family. The weekend his dad passed, I was out of town. We had a camping trip planned and paid for and plans laid out with friends and family, and literally at the last second he cancelled. I asked if I should stay behind and he insisted I go. For that, I now feel guilty. As of when I left, his dad was having pain but otherwise seemed to be doing fine. In a matter of hours, though, he suffered kidney failure and breathing issues, and was gone within 24 hours. I came back as soon as possible. Anyway, winding down a long story, during all of this, he's been off and on NASTY to me. He would randomly silent-treatment me, lash out at me, scream, name-call, and storm around the house. Much of it I chalked up to stress and, while I'd almost always get apologies after he realized just how hurtful he was being, it still left scars on me. What now kills is, suddenly I'm feeling shut out by him and his family. Any time there is a "family" functions, I seem to be shoved off to the side. I don't want to make this all about me, so don't get that impression. What I'm talking about is I try to comfort, support, and be there, and I get pushed aside, then later accused of "not caring". His mom insists I'm still part of the family, but I just feel iced out. Anyone ever been through a major loss with a significant other? Is this a (semi) normal reaction or am I missing something here?
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| Jonsered
Location: Back in New Mexico where I belong Gender: Male Total Likes: 175 likes
Dressed for a scarecrow ball.........
| | | | | Re: Need some advice < Reply # 3 on 10/14/2013 12:52 AM > | Reply with Quote
| | | Been there, and its a tough damn spot. I lost my Mom last year, and my girl was where you are. There isn't anything you can do except be there. There is all kinds of emotional baggage that comes along with this, feelings of guilt, etc., much of which won't have anything to do with you. I wish I had great advice, but just wait it out. Your man is in a little bit of a dark place mentally, and HE has to deal with it before you as a couple can deal with it. Good luck.
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