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UER Forum > Journal Index > Life of Madness > just, what the fuck? (Viewed 1956 times)
just, what the fuck?
entry by DjMalign 
9/17/2004 12:55 AM

[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | Doubting Thomas - Clocks ]

So, after a weird and obnoxious day I talked with some friends on the phone and then attempted again to get a hold of my old best friend Kelly whom i've been out of touch with for several years. This person was my best friend through my teenage years and while I know she kind of fell out of touch of reality I didn't think things were so bad that she would ever refuse to talk with me. This is what happened when I called:
person: Hello?
me: Hi, is kelly there.
(pause)
Person: no she isn't, can I take a message?
Me: Um yeah, can you tell her that her old friend jayson thought he'd get back in touch with her. HWen would be a good time to call back?
Person: Well she really doesn't live here.
Me: um...wait....Kelly, is this kelly?
Kelly: Yes Jayson what do you want?
Me: Um, I thought i'd get i touch, its been a while.
Kelly: Jayson the reason I didn't call you back last time is because I'm happy with my life right now and I don't feel like rehashing things now.
(this is the point where i'm really confused because we were never romantically involved. IN fact, the reason she and I stopped talking is because she felt like I abandoned her by not taqking care of her like I did for a long time and didn't take care of her financially)
Me:....okay....well I was calling because I thought that since you used to be my best friend and I thought i'd see how you were doing. I don't know what there is to rehash.......
Kelly: well I don't really want to talk to you.
Me: Okay.....that sucks. You know how to get a hold of me if you feel like it
Then she hangs up. I mean, Kelly's been kind of mentally unstable for a while but this was just a weird experience. For some reason it really hurt me too. After getting off the phone I felt kind of emotionally beat up. then i got angry.
In any case what a lame fucking day.


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