Posted by metawaffle
I don't think fucking both of them is the way to achieve what you want. Just sayin'
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The problem is i just cant say no to the girl from this summer. she knows it and i know it. we've been hanging out alot and texting each other like made these last two weeks. i genuinely do consider her to be one of my best friends. She just turns me into a smiling idiot when shes around and theres just something there that ive never felt with anyone else.
The second girl is pretty much just like me and i get along with her really well, but i dont feel any sparks with her. she lets me do pretty much anything i want to her in bed and shes a freak. but i just dont feel the connection that i do with the girl with kids. Partly i think because im afraid to let my guard down to get hurt by either women.
and lastly to and to the whole douchebaggery i do not use a condom.
I know what im doing is very dumb and immature. In a way the whole things an ego booster, but in another i just want to settle down and be happy, but im just not sure which way to go or if either women is who i want to make a commitment to of any sort.